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"You feel out of the loop."

"I... yeah, sure." He played with his fingers between his legs in order to keep his hands warm. His breath came out like mist, disappearing quickly into the sea of snowflakes that had begun to fall. "I guess I always though I wasn't any different than them, even if I do cause loads of trouble. But all of a sudden they've got all of... that power stuff... and I've got nothin'. Not even them." Alvin sighed as his vision blurred. "I don't like feeling like I've got nothin'. Not even my own best friends." He sniffed and wiped his nose over his sleeve. "They don't even notice now that even the smallest things they say kinda... hurts. I mean, I know I've done that several times to them, but they know by now that that's just me. I don't even mean it. It put my life down for them if I had to. But..." He sighed again and shivered once before Spike placed a comforting arm around the chipmunk. "I must be getting completely sentimental," Alvin muttered. "I mustn't be making any sense, either." He looked at Spike. "You probably don't know what it's like, being in my position... Feeling like no matter what you do, you'll just never be able to be like your own siblings... I like being different but... it still hurts when the people you care about just don't see that they're hurting you. You try to be tough, but you wish that someone you know could see past the mask..."

Spike sprouted a pitiful yet warm smile at the eleven-year-old.

"You probably... never knew what that felt like... huh, Spike?"

"As a matter of fact," Spike said, "I know
exactly what that's like."

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Even though I know what's wrong
How could I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel
I must have held your hand so tight
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

~ [link]


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Spike, art (c) KicsterAsh
Alvin (c) Bagdasarian Sr.
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~leoncilo99 Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
what's efect is it?
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~MinteyFruit138 Nov 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You never really can fix a heart . . . but God can.
Ash, I just wanted to say thank-you for giving your time and energy to us. You're such an inspiration. God bless. :)
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~PhinbellaNinja123 Nov 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohmygod, Demi Lovato ahhhhhhh~! <3333333333
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~The-fleeopian-queen Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Gosh,lawdy,Ash,you just keep impressing me not only with your wonderful writing and art,but how it appeals to the heart <3
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=Madness-Has-Returned Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I know how that feels too. V_V
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~ZippyDee20 Nov 1, 2012  Student General Artist
So beautiful. Great job on the shading!
The song goes perfectly with this. <3 Great work!
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~SpikyEaredPichu96 Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Aww.. Poor Alvin. Beautiful picture. :)

(Oh, and I don't mean to be the spelling police or anything, but I noticed this: "It put my life down for them if I had to." I think it's supposed to be "I'd", not "It"?"
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*KicsterAsh Nov 1, 2012  Student Filmographer
thank you

this is kind of vent art, so I really wasn't caring about the spelling.
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~SpikyEaredPichu96 Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Ah, alright. I wasn't trying to be a dork about it or anything; I'm sorry if it came across that way. And you're welcome.
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